I think I have wasted my life. Having all this hate inside me. What is happening? Why do I feel like crying all the time? The thing happening in Afghanistan or is it my kids not doing their assignments properly. My husband is not buying a house. I will always be living on rent. I don't know if my kids will become doctors or engineers. My diabetes is debilitating. I just can't do anything.
I am checking the assignment of my students and I feel like pulling my hair thinking they have just copied off text from the comprehension instead of writing their own answers.
What am I actually sad about?
Am I sad?
I feel like crying that's for sure.
I felt like crying when I read about Afghans
I felt like bawling when I read about the women and children being killed without any rhyme or reason
I felt weepy when I saw the persecution of minorities, the destruction of their worship places
I felt lost when I see my own self in the mirror
I have wasted my life
I have not contributed to society
I can't do anything
