Age

I would like to think I have lived some milestones in my life. I got good grades in University, an okay job, respected by some, marriage and then kids. I started working again. When I first heard Wide Open by Chemical Brothers. I felt as if my existence got questioned. The words for song go like
(just copied these off google)

"I'm wide open
But don't I please you anymore?
You're slipping away from me
You're drifting away from me

I'm wide open
But don't I please you anymore?
You're slipping away from me
You're slipping away from me"

I feel they used the analogy of a football game. Where there has to be teamwork and the synergy usually results in a satisfying end. 

"One day just gonna see me
Look back and forth from the ceiling
(I'm wide open) some day love's gonna hurt me
Turn back and soon I'll believe it"

I think it was the video that left me mesmerized. I kept listening to the song over and over again. I have been at it since last year. 

SIgh

Now the cranberries is playing. The lead singer just died out of the blue. I was sad. I can't help myself. I feel sad very easily.